The Releases, and the Build ups.

Sometimes, i skim through information, conversation, or even through food or physicality.
but other times, the fullness that i am is truly emerged in it. feeling it, breathing it, sensing it, pondering, becoming, living it.
the rarity that this phenom is, makes is marvellous.
because without its unusual frequency it would be nothing.
at times i feel this way with people, food, music, art, buildings, clothing, words, sounds of voices, patterns, ideas, textures, compositions, faces, hair, books, phrases, sciences, imagery, design, living.
really that is who you are, you are what makes you rever.
what challenges you and drives you, what feeds you and soothes you, what comforts you and inspires your soul.
few people i know do this to me, and even they, in their own way are affecting me far different than others even though the same inspiration is drawn,

some things that i am.

cold water surfing
Northwest coast
Uneven and funtional
Rustic
pine trees and ferns
flying a couple feet above the ground
Countryside living
Dark and Beautiful
Fictional world of Harry Potter
Symbols and personal meanings
Striking Canine Companions
Scandinavia
Classic odd cars
Bare feet
Romantic visions of future
a searcher
Classic
Healthy
limber
well fitting clothing
Out of the box
Freaky
Wood Floors and Rugs
Real
Blue Gray
Rain and thunder and lightning
over ear haed phones
imagination
old photographs
antiguish tour de france
wild
gothic
Lunar
outside
shadows and sillhouettes
individual
Runes
Meaning
Original


really i just gave up, but it could go on for a fortnite.

Midway.

Snowy Atlas Mountains - Fionn Regan

Black Swan (Cristian Vogel Remix 1) - Thom Yorke

Open Wide, if food can't bite you, you can't bite food.

LISTEN UP. realizing the true potential of the future can scare you, if your not careful, (hide yourself) I Michio taught me, that in the near future, we may-be able to produce matter, matter of factly, at our will. with very little cost and expenditure of energy. If we think about the rate at which technology has been invented in the recent years, we see that it is growing expenentially. breeding really. and the far fetched ideas of the past are becoming startling scientific truthes and scientific fact. fact of the matter is, that scares me. what use is a government, or work, or money, with these sorts of tech. Will the government divy out food rashons that they are producing endlessly in matter arranging "vending" machines. will nano tech, create miniature assasins and life saving nano-docs? the way of the future my friend. and what about Nuclear fusion? fascination hit me hard on that spit about using the basic principles of the suns power to make ourselves, cheap, painless, green, unlimited energy..
one simple question... can we ever run out of water? can it evaporate completely, at least from our planet? or are we really just re-using everything over and over and over, and all that hubub about save some for the fishes at the 7th grade drinking fountain is a load of parental bullshit? (also known as things wives tell.)
anyways. the future's open wide baby, its just a matter of us to put our asses in motion and run on in... togethter to do something great. The ideas that change humanity, they all seem relatively crude and simple right now. and im thinking that politics may be changed completely. i do hope so. all this rubbish we've got now, is starting to annoy me, i wish those fools would keep it down so i can let my imagination be undisturbed in its, Marriot of brains. i kid... kid.

thats all the ink i have, so i suppose i'll stop here mate.


heat up your head, and throw it all away.
hospital bound, tied to the wheeling chairs.
crying out alone, no one to hear me.
fizz out little finger, fizz out little finger.
fizz out, let out, stop this. organizers got the schedule,
don't ask the pedestrians.
they'll tell you what they've heard.
fizz out little finger.

Why?

Listen you strays, I dont know why i have to be subject to this, inside im twisted and sick, and i feel that i dont know how i should be. over anylzation is horrible, but if you go too long without it then your far reflection is confusing and seemingly unfamiliar. im making notes on how to do this right.